A Thought Undefined

The thought of you brings tears sometimes
I really don’t know how one could invade.
the Tier 0 space in my heart.
Usually I can let go off any distraction,
Be it a crush or be it any soul,
And shift my focus at daily chore.
But recently I am proving it all wrong,
As I write this to be a poem or sing this to be a song
A thought which I’m trying to define,
Giving chills down the spine.
As every minute I think,
of all the moments between you and me,
Therefore how desperate I want you in me,
And how madly I want to take care of you,
But every thought comes to a standstill,
Seeing you attempting to go afar,
Afar afar many miles away,
How do I tell I want you every day.
With just a thought much significant than a touch or voice,
A human, a behaviour all of my choice
I console myself saying you aren’t in my destiny,
And that you came to show how impactful one can be.
Wherever you are, with whomever it be,
I wish you the best in all that you will be.
Maybe one day you’ll read every word of this,
Making me think God wants me to show it,
And I hope it doesn’t sound all cringe.
Maybe I define this thought ‘I like you a lot more’,
Or is this called ‘being insane in love’?